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Soooo excited - Posted by Tophy on 06-30-2008 18:06:58

I've planned it out to where I go visit PK on the 26th and 27th unless things work out to where it is sooner!!! I'm so happy! If this gets screwed up I'm going to be steaming! Make that fuming! Grr! Lol! Wuvs my PK!

OHHHH! And that reminds me what is everyone doing before school starts again? We all need to do something! Yes! Hit me up! Somethin'!

YAYZ! Gifts from over yonder! - Posted by Tophy on 06-26-2008 07:06:21

Okay Paulie! This one is for you! You already know I got your gift from you and Kevin on the UK adventures, but I figured I'd post a picture of me wearing it just for you! :) Proof that I actually have opened it and have worn it! HAHA!



Thank you! I love it! It's my new favorite! :D

Okay? - Posted by Tophy on 06-26-2008 07:06:05

P1 = Person of Interest
P2 = Close friend

** Stripped usernames out of log for privacy reasons.

P2 (6/26/2008 1:05:27 AM): ok
P2 (6/26/2008 1:05:41 AM): well... i dont want him hurtin you.. and he's kinda upseting me....
P2 (6/26/2008 1:05:54 AM): P1: howdy man P2: hey P1: yo P1 has started viewing your webcam. P1: hot lol P2: lol P2: P1: fuck me P2: omg P2: lol P2: lol P2: you tease lol P2: lol P2: you horny? P1: fuck yes P2: lol P1: shots n wiiiinneee P2: lol ohhhhhhhhhhh P1: nice hair P2: lol thanks P1: now fuck me P2: lol P2: counting money right now lol P1: checks before sex P1: ? P2: lol no
Tophy (6/26/2008 1:05:59 AM): I've gotten the complete work around from people so sorry... I'm a little sensitive at the moment.
P2 (6/26/2008 1:06:17 AM): its ok bubba
P2 (6/26/2008 1:06:53 AM): juss i'm talking with someone and counting money.. and i know you like him and he's dioing this to me....
Tophy (6/26/2008 1:14:58 AM): on the phone
Tophy (6/26/2008 1:16:26 AM): What?
P2 (6/26/2008 1:16:27 AM): P2: lol no P1: yay tophy's on P2: lol P1: done being a whore flirt lol

Okay? So, time to think long and hard again. Even after heart to heart conversation with this person. Hmm.

Sugar On The Floor - Posted by Tophy on 06-23-2008 23:06:31

This is one of the best performances of this song I've ever seen Etta do. You can feel and see her heart go into this one. Anybody who has ever been hurt can relate.

For all my friends who have also been hurt right alongside me.

For real or for play? - Posted by Tophy on 06-23-2008 23:06:04

I'm expanding on a previous entry from like the 21st or something like that.

I've had some chit-chats with a few people about the "person of interest" and I must say what has been said quite unsettles me. Some pretty major claims that are not very flattering. I'm really starting to get scared of my attachment and feelings at this point, because I honest to God don't know if I'm being played with or if I'm being given the real deal and the fullest effort. Definitely feeling some red flags being raised. Most people would just back off, but I think I need to figure out a way to address the situation and get some answers and speak about what I want and what I don't want. As Etta James sings, "When will I be sure? Should I ask for more?" We'll see. Definitely frightened by this.

This has to be the one thing I'm uncertain of... relationships. I so suck at this.

Stunned.... - Posted by Tophy on 06-22-2008 08:06:34

I was on youtube this morning before cracking into work and looking at performances. Found some awesome Rachelle Ferrell live performances. I felt the hairs on my neck stand up. She is so sick. I mean sick in the ridiculously awesome way.

Rachelle Ferrell - "Sista" (2001)


That clip floored me but this next one just about made my jaw hit the floor, her interpretation of "Autumn Leaves." Wicked. Probably the best female soul vocalist on the planet aside from Lisa Fischer.

Rachelle Ferrell - "Autumn Leaves" (1989)


What can I say? It was one of those moments where I was bored and noone was on to talk to and it was too dreadful to go for a walk or a jog. Forgot the awesome stuff you can find on youtube.

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